I thought I couldn't wait to leave, but when I left, all I thought about was home. I thought life on my own would be great, but I am not going to lie, things are hard sometimes. A lot of the time, I am alone. I remember the Garrett apartment. I could call you whenever I wanted company, and you would pop in and keep me company. Things aren't the same anymore. I wish you could be here for me when I just need someone to talk to, to hear another person's voice. But, now. I wish I could be there for you. You were always there for me when I needed you. Each day, no matter what. But now, how can I return the favor being so far away? I know you are struggling, and I just want to be there right now to help carry your burdens, ease the stresses you deal with. But, I am here, no where near you. I could leave now if you wish, but I feel like here is where I need to be. Even if I am here, I want to know I love you. I think of you often. I miss you. A lot.
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